Exclusive: Read an excerpt of Emma Mills’ new YA romance Lucky Caller

Our exclusive excerpt of Lucky Caller doesn’t need much introduction, since it’s literally the first chapter of the book!

But, fair warning it’s long enough to make sure you’re fully invested in both Nina, her family, and her adorable former childhood best friend before it’s over.

Chapter 1

"IT WAS CHRISTMAS, AND DAN was in the middle of proposing to my mom when there was a knock at the door. All five of us looked that way— me, Mom, Dan, my sisters Rose and Sidney, all of our heads swiveled en masse like something from one of those Golden Age musicals that Sid made us watch sometimes. Like we were a “five six seven eight” away from breaking into a tap number. “Is this . . . ?” Mom looked a little confused when I glanced back her way. Confused but happy—she still looked really happy. “No.” Dan frowned from where he was standing in the middle of our apartment’s living room/dining room combo. My mom was in one of the chairs by the window, which we had pushed to the side to accommodate our little artificial tree. “Not . . .  part of it.” Mom let out a laugh, her hand flying up to her face. “Uh- oh.” The knock sounded again, gentle but insistent. “Should I— ” Rose went to stand. “Nina’s closer,” Sidney pointed out. “Yes, Nina, please.” Mom grinned at Dan. He looked flustered but grinned back anyway. I stood and went to the door. Until this moment, nothing about the engagement had come as a surprise. The truth was, Dan had— albeit awkwardly—asked for “permission” from Rose, Sidney, and me a few days prior. It was oddly endearing, putting aside the notion of my mom somehow belonging to us and needing our approval to remarry. Though Mom, too, had asked for our permission in a way, without formally asking for it, even before Dan had. She had taken us to Lincoln Square, the breakfast place near our apartment building, to celebrate the start of Christmas vacation and had cut her pancakes into increasingly small pieces, fiddled around with her napkin for a while, and eventually said, apropos of nothing: “Dan and I are thinking.” “Wow, I had no idea you guys had achieved telepathic communication,” Rose had replied, because Dan wasn’t out with us at the time, and also because, despite it being exactly the kind of thing that any one of us would say, as the oldest, Rose often got there first. “Dan and I are thinking— ” Mom repeated, really hitting the word to imply that the rest of the thought would be coming momentarily, “— about our future together. About all of our futures together. And we were thinking— we’ve been talking— about . . .” Historically, Mom would get more and more measured the more uncertain she was of how to approach something. By this point, each word was treated to its own sentence: “The. Idea. Of. Us. Getting. Married.” Sidney looked up from her southwest scramble. “Married?” “Yes.” “Like, in a church?” “Probably not.” “Like, white dress, something borrowed, the Dantist is our stepdad now?” “You know how I feel about that nickname.” “There’s nothing mean about it,” Rose said. “It’s a portmanteau. His name is Dan, and he’s a dentist. If anything, it’s efficient.” “Why does Dan have to be defined by his career?” “Why does his career have to fit so seamlessly with his name?” was my contribution. “Nina.” “Mom.” She sighed. Picked up her fork and speared one of the minuscule pancake pieces. Rose’s phone was on the table, and it vibrated once, and then again, in the silence. A freshman in college, Rose’s semester had ended a week earlier than mine and Sidney’s, and she had gotten a flurry of texts from high school friends over the last few days, people coming back into town for break. She looked like she wanted to reach for the phone, but she didn’t. Mom had a forks up, phones down policy. The fact that it was even on the table was a direct violation, but I think Mom must’ve been too distracted to really care. Now I knew why. “How do we feel?” she said eventually. “Sleepy,” Sidney replied. Mom looked toward the ceiling. “How do we feel about Dan and me?” “Oh, that,” Sidney said, and then grinned at me. At thirteen, she was the baby of the family. We let her get away with too much. “We feel . . .” Rose paused. She could be measured like Mom sometimes. “Okay. Right?” She looked from me to Sidney. “We feel okay? About Mom and the”—M om opened her mouth to speak— “Dan making it official?” The Dantist, or Dr. Dan Hubler, DDS, was twelve years older than Mom. He always wore khakis. He made his own almond milk. He and my mom had met online just over a year ago. It wasn’t the first time she’d dated since our parents split up—it had been almost ten y ears since they divorced. But it was the first time that it seemed like . . . something substantial, I guess. It was the first time that she seemed settled, and not in a bad way. Just in a way where she never acted any different around Dan than she did around us. She still seemed completely herself with him— still laughed as loud, still got just as exasperated sometimes. Rose looked pointedly at me and Sidney when we didn’t answer, and Sidney bobbed her head and said, “Sure, I guess,” around a mouthful of eggs and bell peppers. I didn’t respond. Just divided a piece of pancake in half with my fork and then halved it again. I guess I came by it naturally. Truthfully, I wasn’t exactly sure how I felt. I knew that Mom would be happy. I knew that I liked Dan well enough. But it had seemed abstract there in the booth at Lincoln Square, and even still when Dan had asked us afterward. Like something hypothetical. But now here we were, in the middle of the afternoon on Christmas. Mom had found the box that “Santa” snuck under the tree after lunch, and it was right in the middle of happening— of becoming something entirely . . .  thetical— when I swung open our front door to see who had unknowingly interrupted the start of this very real engagement. It turned out to be Mrs. Russell, an older lady who lived a couple floors down. She used to babysit us after school when we were younger. Her grandson, Jamie, was in my class at school, and he lived with her and Mr. Russell. She was holding a loaf of something wrapped in red cellophane with a silver bow stuck on top, and she smiled at me, eyes crinkling at the edges behind plastic lilac- colored frames. “Hello, Nina! Merry Christmas!” “Hi . . .” Saying Mrs. Russell out loud felt weird. We used to call her Gram like Jamie did when we were kids, Grammy when we were even younger. “Merry Christmas.” “Our mom’s getting engaged!” Sidney called. “Oh my!” Mrs. Russell said. “Congratulations!” “Technically, it’s still in progress,” Sidney added. “I’m sorry?” Mom jumped up and joined us at the door just as Mr. Russell appeared next to Gram in the hallway, leaning on Jamie’s arm. My heart rate ratcheted up a little. “Eleanor, Paul, Jamie, hi. Merry Christmas!” Mom said, and Mrs. Russell’s eyes widened, clocking the box in Mom’s hand. “We are so sorry to interrupt—” she began, but Mom  shook her head, and behind her, Dan said: “Please, join us. This is the kind of thing that’s even better among friends,” though I wasn’t sure if he had ever even met the Russells before. “We couldn’t intrude— ” Mrs. Russell said, and there was a fair bit of back-and- f orth before we all cleared out of the doorway and the Russells finally entered, Gram still looking apologetic, Mr. Russell (Papa, I thought absently) and Jamie shuffling in behind. Dan greeted Mrs. Russell, clasped hands with Mr. Russell and Jamie, and ushered everyone to sit, offering coffee or cider or hot chocolate or champagne. “We don’t have—” Mom star ted to say, but Dan winked, and when everyone was situated, he turned to my mom and said, “Michelle.” Mom’s eyes shone. “Daniel.” “About . . .  what I was saying before . . .” “Yes,” Mom said. “Yes. Obviously.” Mrs. Russell burst into applause, and we all joined in while Mom moved in to kiss Dan. “Jamie, take a picture,” Mrs. Russell said, and Jamie pulled a phone out of his back pocket. “In front of the tree!” she added, and I recalled all at once her gentle forcefulness. Camouflaged in a cheerful demeanor was Gram’s iron will. “Arms around each other!” Jamie took some pictures of Dan and Mom posing in front of the tree while the rest of us looked on like we were the crew of a Christmas catalog shoot. Afterward, Mom went to cut up the zucchini bread that Mrs. Russell had brought, and make a platter with some Christmas cookies. Dan and Mr. Russell started talking, which left Rose and me on the couch, Sidney on the floor looking through a new book, and Jamie hovering awkwardly nearby, still holding his phone. I could see part of his screen from where I sat. He was thumbing back through the pictures he had just taken, my mom and Dan in nearly identical shots, faces pressed close, smiling wide. Past those pictures were a few of what must have been Jamie’s Christmas morning with Gram and Papa. He paused on one of Papa with an array of shiny plastic bows stuck to the front of his sweater. Rose cleared her throat in a way that wouldn’t draw Jamie’s attention but that I knew from seventeen years as Rose’s sister was meant specifically for me. In confirmation, she looked from Jamie to me and back again, widening her eyes as if to make a point. I blinked at her like I didn’t understand. She blinked back like she knew exactly what I was doing. I turned away from her exasperated face, glancing in Jamie’s direction again. He had always been cute in a goofy sort of way, with brown eyes that could be by turns serious enough to make you feel guilty about whatever ridiculous childhood scheme you had tried to rope him into, or mischievous enough to get you into the scheme in the first place. His face had always communicated his feelings all too plainly— we used to call it the Jamietron, like a Jumbotron at a basketball game or something. It was hard to read him now. He looked taller than the last time I had seen him, though the red-and-  white-striped sw eater he was currently wearing was approximately three sizes too big. The sleeves trailed way past his fingers. It still had the tag on the collar. “New sweater, James?” Rose asked eventually. I guess she had given up on me. Jamie looked up from his phone with something like surprise. “Oh. Yeah. How’d you know?” “You got, uh—” Rose gestured to the back of      her neck. Jamie reached up and felt the tag, chagrin flashing across his face— there was the Jamietron of old. He gave the tag a yank, crumpling it and shoving it in his pocket. “Gram got it for me. I’m . . .  supposed to grow into it.” “Did she also give you a vat of radioactive waste? ’Cause that might help things along,” Sidney said. I nudged her with my foot, but Jamie just huffed a laugh, and then it was quiet again among the four of us. “How’s . . .  stuff?” he said eventually, looking at Rose. She was always the default. “Stuff is good,” Rose replied. He shifted a bit closer to where we were sitting. He really did seem taller. And broader, maybe? I would go down to the gym with Rose to use the ellipticals sometimes, but I never saw him down there. “Still working at Bagels?” Rose said with a smile. Bagels was a shop in the big strip mall by the Target uptown, sandwiched between a UPS store and a kids’ clothing store. It technically had a real name— The Bagel Company or something like that— but the sign hanging above the place simply said bagels in bright red letters. So we just called it Bagels and left it at that. You had to say it like there was an exclamation point after it, though, like jazz hands were implied: BAGELS! “I am,” Jamie said. Sidney looked up from her book. “Can you get us free bagels?” “They usually sell out, but I could bring you a bag of leftovers sometime if they have any. It helps if you like pumpernickel or jalapeño though because those are usually the only kinds left.” Sidney wrinkled her nose. Jamie looked back at Rose. “So . . .  Do you like college so far?” She shrugged noncommittally. “How about eighth grade?” he asked Sidney. “No one likes eighth grade,” Sidney replied. One corner of Jamie’s mouth ticked up. “That’s fair.” “How about you?” Rose said. “One more semester, and then you guys are done. Got big plans? Anything fun coming up?” “Not really.” He shifted from one foot to the other for a moment, and then: “Oh— I’m, uh, taking that radio class.” “Oh! So is Nina.” He glanced at me. “Yeah?” “Yeah,” I said. Meridian North High School’s radio broadcasting class was open only to seniors and was reportedly one of the most fun electives you could take. “Cool.” A pause. “Hey, you’ll probably be great at it. You know, because of your dad and stuff.” My dad hosted a breakfast radio show in San Diego— Conrad and Co., KPMR 100.2, mornings from six to ten thirty. “I mean, I don’t think it’s . . .  genetic or anything,” I said. Jamie bobbed his head, smiled tightly. “True.” Silence. Mom crossed into the living room with the cookie platter, and Rose hopped up to join her as she placed it on the dining room table. “Sorry,” Jamie said after a moment. “For just showing up in the middle of . . .  an important thing.” He grimaced a little. “I told Gram we shouldn’t bother you guys, but . . .” He trailed off. “It’s not like it was a surprise,” I said. “I mean. You were a surprise. You guys. Coming here. But we basically knew already about . . .” I waved a hand. “Good.” He nodded. “That’s good.” It would never not be awkward around Jamie. The trick was to spend as little time with him as possible. So when Rose came back with cookies, I got up to get some too. He didn’t follow. ­­_______________ That night I stared up into the dark recesses of the ceiling in the room I shared with Rose and Sidney and knew deep down that I should’ve tried harder with Jamie. Like asked him what he was up to besides working at BAGELS!, or if he had picked out a college yet. Was he even planning to go to college? I didn’t know, and peeling back the layers on why that was baffling and sad was too much for this time of night. There’s something a little sad already about going to bed on Christmas. You know it’ll be 364 days until the next one. And Christmas at our apartment building, the Eastman, was one of my favorite times of year. They piped Christmas music into the lobby 24/7. There was a massive white tree decorated in gold and silver with a sprawling pile of gold- and- silver- wrapped boxes underneath it. White poinsettias everywhere. It was a historical building—more than a hundred y ears old— and it felt at its most authentic at Christmas, I think. We had lived there for years. I had some early memories of the house we had shared with our dad before, a one-stor y place on the east side of Indianapolis, but the bulk of my life thus far had taken place in our two- bedroom at the Eastman. My mom took the smaller room—it was barely big enough for a bed and a dresser. The three of us shared the other room, which was larger due to a small bump- out in the back where the room abutted the elevator and the laundry room. I remember fighting Rose for that space when we were little— she was ultimately triumphant, but more fool her, because she had to learn to sleep through the sounds of the washer and dryer (at the far wall) and the sounds of the elevator (immediately adjacent). The elevator dinged when the doors opened, and we could hear the whir of it going up and down the eleven floors of the Eastman all hours of the day. It dinged once faintly now, and I could hear the shift of the doors opening on our floor. People getting back late after an extended family Christmas, maybe, laden with gift bags and leftovers. It had been a good Christmas overall. It was our second one with the Dantist. Last year, he gave us each a Polaroid camera and all the fixings—packages of  film, photo albums, kits for decorating. We had since dedicated a portion of our wall to Polaroids—the fir st one was a blurry shot of the five of us, Sidney’s face the only one entirely in frame, everyone else just a chin or an eye or a corner of forehead. I guess it was our first family photo. Since we were going to be a family now, apparently. We had visited my dad over the past summer, and there were Polaroids from that trip too: the beach, my dad’s house, elaborate ice cream sundaes. Sidney posing in front of a display at the zoo. My dad and Rose on rented bikes, making funny faces. He had called earlier— of course he had. Outside of major holidays, he usually called every Sunday night. We always talked to him in turns, Sidney first, then me, then Rose, and my mom would round out the call sometimes, but not often. He had sent us money for Christmas, because “I never know what to get you,” he said on the phone to me tonight. “I feel like you’re all always changing what you like. I can’t keep up. Is it makeup this year? Do we hate makeup? Are sneakers in? Is green cool?” “Was green ever, like, especially cool?” “Is it uncool?” “I mean, I don’t have strong feelings about it either way?” “We’ll ask Rose, she’s the artist,” he said, and Rose later said it depended on the hue, and intensity, and saturation. There were too many parameters to make a definitive call. This year, the Dantist had given us each a piece of jewelry— his mother’s jewelry, specifically. She had passed several years ago, and Dan told us he couldn’t bear to sell it. It was the real deal. Rose got a necklace with a diamond pendant on it. Sidney got pearl earrings. I got a ring—a  thin gold band with five small opals set into it in a row. “I know it’s all a little old- fashioned looking,” Dan had said tentatively. “Not the most . . .  current thing. But I thought maybe . . .  well, I thought you might like it.” “It’s really nice,” Rose had replied. “Thank you.” “Thanks,” I said, and Sidney chimed in too, throwing her hair back and gesturing to one ear. “Do I look glaaaamorous?” “Very glamorous,” Dan replied with a smile. I was still wearing my ring that night, and I rubbed at the stones absently as I lay in bed. The light filtering through the curtains from the street below caught the gold a little, glinted. Sidney must have been watching me through the dimness, because she spoke: “The Dantist’s presents were like something from Kingdom. Like he gave us magical relics. Gems with special properties. Mine would be for invisibility.” Kingdom was a make- believe game we invented when we were younger. Rose and I were ten and eleven, and Sidney was just six. Only Sidney still mentioned it from time to time— I think she had the fondest memories of it, being the youngest. It was very involved and deeply embarrassing, as childhood make-believe games  often are. “Mine would be for making people quiet when other people are trying to sleep,” Rose said from her side of the room. “The pendant of tranquility,” Sidney replied, and after a beat: “Say what yours is, Nina.” “The ring of silence.” “We can’t have overlap in our powers.” “You can’t have earrings of invisibility.” “Why not?” “How would that even work? You have two earrings and two earring backs. Does it only work if you have both earrings? What if you only have one ear- ring in? Are you half invisible? Which half? Top to bottom, or like, left side, right side? And it’s not even efficient anyway, like, what if you needed to go invisible really quickly? Like, gee, wait while I get both of these attached. Let me just fumble around with the earrings and the backs and like try to punch one through the closed- over skin if I haven’t worn earrings in a while— ” “Okay, fine, they’re not earrings of invisibility, they’re logic shields. They’re immune to your dumb logic. Invisibility is just a bonus side effect.” “That doesn’t even make— ” “Rose!” Sidney squawked. “Pendant of tranquility,” Rose said. “You’re not even wearing it,” Sidney muttered. It was quiet for a little while, and I thought maybe Sidney had fallen asleep until she spoke again. “Why did we stop hanging out with Jamie?” “Yeah, Nina, why is that?” Rose asked. “Ring of silence,” I replied. “No overlap!” “Ohhhhhh my god.” It was quiet for a moment. Maybe the ring actually worked. “Do you guys feel weird?” Sidney said eventually. “About the whole . . .  engagement thing?” “Define weird,” I said, just as Rose replied: “It’s okay to feel . . .” She didn’t finish. “It’s okay to feel. Whatever you want to feel.” “I know that. But what do you feel?” I swallowed. Rose didn’t answer, so I did. “When there was that knock at the door . . .  did you have like a split second, like, totally stupid moment where you thought that maybe it was Dad?” “What, like busting in to stop it from happening?” Rose said. “I don’t know.” A pause. “I said it was stupid.” Neither of them replied. “I’m happy for Mom,” Rose said eventually. “But also, yeah, it’s a little weird. Things are going to be different.” “How?” “I mean, we’ll definitely have to move.” I sat up in bed. “Wait, what?”"

Basically, just circle January 14, 2020 on your calendars right now, is what we’re saying. (Thankfully, it’s not that far away.)

But that’s not all – to celebrate the release of Mills’ fifth novel, her entire back catalog is being re-released with a set of gorgeous new covers to match Lucky Caller’s look and feel.

And we’ve got a look at each of them. (Spoiler alert: They’re beautiful!)